photos as of may 2006

here is me.

PHOTOS

it's a feckin miracle.

photos of the androgynous android creation himself, d a x ! !

enjoy, boys ghouls and hung hairy men whom i KNOW are drooling over this journal.

(hah, in my dreams.)

8th and 9th shot of T - Mar 27 + Apr 10!

i am a crazy fool. how could i not record?

well, to be quite frank, there haven't been many changes. my voice sounds relatively stable, but i can still make it squeak like a boy going through puberty.

armpit hair is hairy as it always has been pre-T. grown slightly more hair on legs and abdomen/happy trail

acne has stabilized, no more breakouts, i keep a reuglar regime of washing my face (no harsh anti-acne medication) and i'm fine

body smeel is the same as it always has been.

BUT NOW

MY STOMACH IS GROWING. i really need to work off this belly, its horribly unattractive. i want to be fit and toned not fleshy and out of shape.

eyebrow hair is a bit thicker and dark now, like medium/dark brown.

i have a very sparse shadow of a mustache now. thin dark brown hairs are invading upper lip territory.

my arse is hot as usual, but i want it to be more muscle and less flesh (don't know if it's ever possible to get rid of that and hip fat)

okay so pics in next entry.

oh and yes of course, i had S UR G ER Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you will get to see all the gory details. i love gore and blood and nasty grotesque shit. on my won body is even better than seeing it in the movies.

7th shot of t - march 13th!

this time i was in a gloomy unfocused state of mind, so i screwed up and was nervous.

i got paranoid about an air bubble, so i pulled the syringe out after sticking it all the way in, then wasted a squirt of testosterone, then got paranoid about the dribbled testosterone on the syringe possibly not being a good idea to slide through all that skin, so wiped the syringe off with an alcohol swab, and then poked a NEW hole. not a good idea. miraculously my muscle wasn't totally tensed up.

my zits are pretty bad. i am charging the battery for my digital camera right now [[my excuse for not taking photos all this time]

in summary

-mustache haris are slowly becoming visible as very sparse light brown roots

-i see two very thin light brown hairs on my chinny chin chin

-my dick is progressivly growing bigger. it is the size and color of an ERASERHEAD. okay, i love that movie, but i don't think there's such a word as eraserhead. it's like one of those pink erasers on the head of a standard no. 2 yellow school pencil. i also should clean the 'foreskin' like an uncut penis.

-my voice is lower. i will treat you with a voice post promptly after writing this.

-i have zits. i have acne, all over my forehead even a few as low as my cheek! i pop every one. i should stop or i'll get scars.

-i smell the same so far.

-i still pass as totally female.

-someone today told me my legs are very muscular and toned. i think its all the walking up stairs i do daily, but also could be the T.

-i'm scared. i want to inject myself every 2 weeks for probably my entire life. i am a nutty bloke, eh.

-i am trying not to be a sex addict. well, i was a fiend before my transition, but now i have more confidence and motivation to approach people. i'm realizing that i'm just more confident overall. it kinda creeped up on me. whereas before i'd get really nervous and feel nervous and worry about looking nervous, now i briefly think about being nervous but then i just do it. it's all good.

VOICE POST TIME!