7th shot of t - march 13th!
this time i was in a gloomy unfocused state of mind, so i screwed up and was nervous.
i got paranoid about an air bubble, so i pulled the syringe out after sticking it all the way in, then wasted a squirt of testosterone, then got paranoid about the dribbled testosterone on the syringe possibly not being a good idea to slide through all that skin, so wiped the syringe off with an alcohol swab, and then poked a NEW hole. not a good idea. miraculously my muscle wasn't totally tensed up.
my zits are pretty bad. i am charging the battery for my digital camera right now [[my excuse for not taking photos all this time]
in summary
-mustache haris are slowly becoming visible as very sparse light brown roots
-i see two very thin light brown hairs on my chinny chin chin
-my dick is progressivly growing bigger. it is the size and color of an ERASERHEAD. okay, i love that movie, but i don't think there's such a word as eraserhead. it's like one of those pink erasers on the head of a standard no. 2 yellow school pencil. i also should clean the 'foreskin' like an uncut penis.
-my voice is lower. i will treat you with a voice post promptly after writing this.
-i have zits. i have acne, all over my forehead even a few as low as my cheek! i pop every one. i should stop or i'll get scars.
-i smell the same so far.
-i still pass as totally female.
-someone today told me my legs are very muscular and toned. i think its all the walking up stairs i do daily, but also could be the T.
-i'm scared. i want to inject myself every 2 weeks for probably my entire life. i am a nutty bloke, eh.
-i am trying not to be a sex addict. well, i was a fiend before my transition, but now i have more confidence and motivation to approach people. i'm realizing that i'm just more confident overall. it kinda creeped up on me. whereas before i'd get really nervous and feel nervous and worry about looking nervous, now i briefly think about being nervous but then i just do it. it's all good.
VOICE POST TIME!
i got paranoid about an air bubble, so i pulled the syringe out after sticking it all the way in, then wasted a squirt of testosterone, then got paranoid about the dribbled testosterone on the syringe possibly not being a good idea to slide through all that skin, so wiped the syringe off with an alcohol swab, and then poked a NEW hole. not a good idea. miraculously my muscle wasn't totally tensed up.
my zits are pretty bad. i am charging the battery for my digital camera right now [[my excuse for not taking photos all this time]
in summary
-mustache haris are slowly becoming visible as very sparse light brown roots
-i see two very thin light brown hairs on my chinny chin chin
-my dick is progressivly growing bigger. it is the size and color of an ERASERHEAD. okay, i love that movie, but i don't think there's such a word as eraserhead. it's like one of those pink erasers on the head of a standard no. 2 yellow school pencil. i also should clean the 'foreskin' like an uncut penis.
-my voice is lower. i will treat you with a voice post promptly after writing this.
-i have zits. i have acne, all over my forehead even a few as low as my cheek! i pop every one. i should stop or i'll get scars.
-i smell the same so far.
-i still pass as totally female.
-someone today told me my legs are very muscular and toned. i think its all the walking up stairs i do daily, but also could be the T.
-i'm scared. i want to inject myself every 2 weeks for probably my entire life. i am a nutty bloke, eh.
-i am trying not to be a sex addict. well, i was a fiend before my transition, but now i have more confidence and motivation to approach people. i'm realizing that i'm just more confident overall. it kinda creeped up on me. whereas before i'd get really nervous and feel nervous and worry about looking nervous, now i briefly think about being nervous but then i just do it. it's all good.
VOICE POST TIME!
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